things happened recently make me wonder....am i a good daughter/sister/family member????
To start it...from ealier ge...i,m kinda a BRAT myself...being the youngest etc, i always get my way out. My father loves me so much...that no one even my mom can touch me..SERIOUSLY i do think my relation/feeling of attachment to my mother is lesser than to father..
MAK is always on abang side...which is OK but sometimes irritating cause she hopes so much from me and my sist but not abang...tuelah, thats why sometimes terasa agaknya...
When all of us grew up and all married now...we all have our ways to live. i dunno why it,s difficult for me to actually express ...on what am i feeling at this moment...but rase mcm something is suffocating me..i was previously away from parents scrutiny etc cause i choose to run far away rather than staying nearby...cause of the potential problems that could arise, and true enuff it happened...
This pass 3 days been feeling sad and down, but in the same time try very hard not to kecikkan hati hubby pulak..it's hard u know. To juggle both parties feelings but i have to do what i need to do...
Has not been contacting/visiting mom n dad as oftn as they want me too...
has not been making them happy
has not been making them happy
Has not.....has not.....has not.....
I don't know.....WHAT IT TAKES TO MAKE THEM HAPPY lagi nie......
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